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So I've been considering things lately, one of them was eating meat again. And guess what? I'm eating meat now. I needed it, it wasn't good for my health to be a vegetarian. too many problems, too many pills, too many supplements, too much to worry about. so here I am, a meat eater, delicious meat eater.... the other day I finally bit into a huge burger my mom made and half way through it, i ran, no, sprinted to the bathroom and in less than a minute i no longer had that burger in me. my mom came in and asked if i wanted to finish the rest, i looked at her with my teary eyes and said yes, i wanted that fuckin burger in my stomach. i returned to the table and stuffed it in my mouth. i was having terrible pains but i thought, its staying down there, i even resorted to yelling at my stomach, "you better fuckin keep that meat in you, you asshole" regardless of the pains, it stayed down. I've been missing out on meat for almost a year and a half... its about time it got its much needed attention. as for cruelty to animals...before i get into this, PETA is insane, absoulty insane, and many other vegetarians would agree. they paint such an awful picture for these animals, its a farm, shit like this has been going down for a long time. there is always gonna be cruelty in the world, to whom ever, animal, human, plant, you name it and its probably gotten cruelty.as for killing them, is there really a RIGHT way of killing an animal? probably not. and dont give me this shit about how they feed them crap, they have always fed them crap to eat. we all chemicals, they're all bad for us in some way, everything is bad for you in excess. we just have to learn to take everything in with measurements. it isnt that hard, we were born with canines to eat meat and molars to eat vegetables, we need both, just like lions need meat and zebras need grass. we're both and we have that curse of needing both things. if you want to be a vegetarian thats fine, good for you, but dont join PETA and their insane ways of painting things. when i became a vegetarian i vowed never to join PETA along with other vegetarians. this is a big rant about PETA pretty much, but hopefully some people will realize how crazy they are.
Meatfully yours,
Lucy