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So instead of doing anthropology I'm here, wrting in this thing, that one person will read, thank you sarah =] anywoo, its been a rough 2 weeks since i last posted. Anxiety is slowly taking over my life. I've been trying to reduce by doing yoga and so far its been calming me down. Somehow I realized that I wasn't gonna go through life having this attacks and somehow I need to get over this with my own will and not the help of any medicine. It is my personal goal, I'm gonna do it.
Lately I've been super inspired to do everything, paint, draw, fashion construction/destruction. It's been ultra refreshing. Its almost as if I have the minds of many people right now and they're all feeding me inspiration, its just the best feeling ever. I feel enlightened I guess you could say. I've been opening my eyes to more styles, colors, designs, etc.
I'm super excited about sending out my applications. Its totally nerve wrecking but I had fun filling them out. I just sent my SAIC and De Paul one. awesome. I just need UIC and then I'm set.
I wanna live in a world where blunts are $0.50
where writers are united for one big piece.
where bombing isn't seen as vandalism, more like expressive art.
where I can live in chicago comfortably with little money
where I can train wreck my brain all day and not have it affect me negatively
where lay around in my underwear without being judged
where listen to mogwai for countless hours
where all my friends are back and we spend hours playing apples to apples
where I can fly to far off lands whenever I want
where madd dogg 40's are only a buck
lets learn to live, its the only thing we have left